yes.. i'm soo freaked out ant my eng nw..

cuz my eng paper 1, which is letter writing & compo, my letter writing sender's address, i wrote wrongly.. den my compo, the limit is till 300 or 350. i wrote until 491. asked ms lim, she reaction was.. o.O .. omg. shucks. soo afraid i fail my eng. if i failed, i mus pass my other sub. sooo worried bout my chi.. hope i pass..


omg. mrs terrance is taking e for oral! i'm the first to take!!! *pulls out hair*


tmr got to chiong for hist & literature. i failed hist almost everytime. AHHHHHH!! freaked out.. T.T


i'm not missing you no more. you dun care bout me no more..


good day..

its been 5 days since i last blogged. yeah..


guess hu's taking me for eng oral?? AHHHH!! its mrs terrance!! *screams* omg. i damn suay.. cuz 1-3 is another teacher. den index 4, which is me, 4-15 is terrance. ahhhh!! i'm the first one!!! *double screams* shucks.. i'm the first to take eng oral.. omg omg omg!!!


sooo mani things happened during this past 5 days. i'm so mad wif this person. not really nw..


during this particular 3 days, i did 17 and a half hrs of maths revision.. gosh! tts too much. my head is gona burst any moment nw..


i dun think i can blog for this weekends + the exams wk.


no more maple!! ahhh!!! *pulls out hair* no time to dl it.. shucks.


omg. hw did "banana man" got my num?? everytime i ask him, he wun reply. weirdo. mus be him.. he must have gave him my num T.T


gonna do revise sci and hist. mon is the hist paper.


i'm not mssing him no more. yes. i dun like him no more.. yeah whatever..


adios!


good day..

ahhh!! laggy computer!! shucks..
cya!
i msg him!!! =D


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

i want to msg you, like those times on friday & saturday.

i want to see your face,
every morning when i walked past the stairs..

i want you to smile, be happy.

i typed, "i love you"
deciding whether to send it to you.
in the end, i just click on the red button.
closing it..


i love you..


fades away..

omg. my com just broke down. omg omg. have to use this laggy com.. so unlucky..


ytd msg him again from 2335 like tt to 0145 like tt.. can you imagine how happy i am?? seriously i am. he loves magic. (: hahahaha!! shhhh..


i hate maths now. its giving me a headache.. shucks shucks shucks.. maths sucks..


imagine i felt so upset when the com broke down. my 100 over pics inside jus disappeared.. esp my emotions. over 100 of dem.. disappear jus like tt. *cries* AND!!! my fotos stored inside the com!!! OMG.. sickening.. the hp ppl coming over on tues. omg. get it repaired quickly!!! kns lah.. all becuz of my dad.. go meddle here, meddle there. omg omg omg.. *sob*


have to re-download maple & gb.. oh ya. i dun play gb anymore.. hahaha.. maple dl sooo long. haiz.. no choice.. becuz of my dad.. shucks..


i'm so scared tt i'm gonna retain. seriously.. i just wanna pass my eng, chi, hist and express maths.. pass pass pass..


i wanted to love you. but do i have the rights to do so?? how can i gain the chance?? i want to love you. i want to miss you. i wanna know everything..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

i hate maths.. seriously i do.
i wanna study on my own, i wanna be independent.
dad, pls.. i wanna study maths on my own,
and other subjects..
pls..
i beg you..

CRAZY- SIMPLE PLAN

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won't stop till they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photo shop pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things aren't how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War 3

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy
Is everybody going crazy

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
When kids are starving in the streets

No one cares
No one likes to share

eng compo, wrote abt my missing handfone.. ya.. letter writing format, got a mistake.. shit..


omg.. at 0000, i was msging him!!! omg. till 0045.. omg. i know when is his birthday!!! lmao.. LOL


chi exam tt time, we had to change place. looked to my right, omg. sam is beside me!!! LOL. den doing doing.. gt a indian teacher came.. she starting talking.


dunno y, i started laughing.. real loud. actually i stopped laughing. heard samantha's breathing.. makes me laughing.. more LOUD! omg. tt indian teacher looks pissed. everyone was laughing.. hahahahaha!!!


i started to like you. not because of your looks. i like you for who you are. seriously i do. i miss you so much. i would die to see you..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

tmr is the first paper le..
tmr is my dad's birthday..


shucks.. exams fever. i'm getting butterflies in my stomach. cuz, once i failed eng, have to pass every other sub. shucks..


failed my chi test badly.. gt less den 20 over 30.. most ppl won me. even my sis.. so scared my chi cant make it thru the EOYE.. haiz.. )=


saw him.. durin recess time. din noe clara & my sis chose the table, which was directly infront of dem.. omg. omg.. i'm oso facing dem lor.. changed place wif sam.. lolx. den, heard my name being called. was it an illusion? maybe..


had a maths test.. again.. seriously, i do not even know how to do a prob wif polygon.. shit.. stupid me..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

2 more days to the first paper.
2 more days to my dad's birthday. (:


having headaches this few days.. shit. so sickening..


sci lessons, slept thru the whole class, lydiana helped me to do corrections. thnks lydia! =D


lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks.. lit sucks big time. saharah is boring! T.T but i laughed everytime when its time for her lessons..


no music today.. music room being used for examinations.. shucks. really wanted to finish up watching tt violin show.. went to lib. poor divina, tt stupid librarian, say tt the table isnt big enuff for the 7 of us.. nonsense. still can even fit for 2 or 3 more person. spite her. esp 1 table. hate it.. stupid shit's table.. hp stealer.


hate 2/7 boys. seriously i do. noisy like hell.. shit..


i'm begining to wonder, am i just being silly? i'm still waiting.. waiting.. waiting for you.

took this foto from shih han.. this foto is so hilarious! =D

adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

3 more days to the first paper..


the first paper is nearing le.. getting freaked out.


got back maths class test paper. first got 22/30.. den saw 1 mistake.. shout for mr yip.. in the end got 24/30.. yays!! xD


no express maths today.. yays! mr kerk went for re-service.. hahahahaha! wondering if he shaved his head. i would love to see it. (:


after sch went out wif sam, sharon, clara, pf and my sis. sat on the floor.. saw 1 really adorable baby.. all of us waved for her.. i think is a girl.. she kept looking at sam.. sam declares that the baby loves her. T.T .. hahaha.. okay..


after tt.. a man riding a bicycle rode past us.. he kept staring.. esp at sam's skirt there.. OMG.. bian tai!! haha.. den he somemore park his bicycle.. all of us were sooo freaked out that we ran and ran.. i looked back.. he was watching us.. EEEEEEE.. bian tai bian tai!!! LOL


went to the toilet after tt.. i was re-tying my hair.. sooo messy.. okay.


den a girl came out from a cubicle.. and she say, "is there someone in your class name joyce??" i was shocked.. den clara point to me.. and told her i was joyce.. she sae ohh.. i kept looking at her. wondering how she know my name.. den i told her.. "how you know my name is joyce??" she kept smiling and said, "ohh!! nth nth.." seriously.. i dont know her.. how she know my name?? goodness..


i miss him so much.. seeing those places he once stepped. i had flashbacks. i rmbed lots of things.. i miss you..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

looking back at those times.
i had a chuckle
once or twice.

i miss those times.. (:

sickening headache.
sickening life.
sickening exams.
grrr..
sickening words.
sickening bitches.
sickening bastards.
sickening love for maple.
shucks.

omg..
the pain in my head is still hurting me..

i think its a brain tumor..
hurts real bad.
like a screwdriver screwing thru you..
omg.
can you imagine the pain i'm suffering?!

shucks..

6 more days to the first paper..


i had a dreadful headache. omg. hurts alot. ):


p.e tt time. cant stop laughing.. even during running. my stomach wanna burst liao. hahahaha.. played soccer. T.T


had a maths test todae.. shucks. first qus wrong le.. during e test, i was whispering , "lydiana! lydiana! last qus B!!! i dunno hw to do!" omg. okay.. managed to do it correctly anyway.. hehehe.


having a sci remedial tmr.. bored.


sickening, hav to spend this whole fucking weekends doing some stupid preparation for tt stressing EOYE.. i wanna study myself father!!! i wan to learn things from myself. i wan to learn to be independent. i can and i will learn to be one.


whats the matter with me?? whats all the foul mood for?!?!


btw..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOELLE!!! =D


i really do miss you loads. but you did not seem to feel the same way. i'm not disappointed or anything.. i miss you..


imc. (((:

i miss him so much.
was i dreaming today??
nah.
bye. ^^

7 more days to the first paper.


seriously. this must be the most happiest day of my life. hehehe, =)


hm econ was great! we had our presentation. oli decided to say while i click. den oli was practically shaking, i was trying not to laugh. omg. den after sae le, i forget to take out the diskette.. OMG paiseh. den lk's grp cooked porridge. omg. porridge for a party?? goodness. after tt we had free time, our grp there was the most noisiest! we sang tt intro song of mr bean. mdm aishah sae tt hungry ghosts can come le.. hahahaha!!!


durin recess, saw ruthra & puvanes, smiled at dem. suddenly ruthra pulled me to tt indian guy, which was a fren of him. den guess wad tt guy said to me?? "hi *his name*" omg.


took back hist papers! guess wad?? i've finally passed history!!! =D yays!


after sch.. omg. saw him.. omg. playin the guitar. omg. went wif clara and my sis to buy sth. den walk walk walk, walk past dem. den he & his frens was there. den someone made a sound *ahem*.. tt sound. den all of dem like laughing.. T.T i guess dey saw me..


after buying, walked past there.. heard someone sae, "oh my god" =D seriously man.. i was smiling & lauging like siao.


after eating. went hm wif jie, pf & sam. saw him crossing e road wif his fren. (:


this is the happiest day of my life! xD


adios


good day..


imc. (((:

i live life on my own.

8 more days to the first paper.


seriously, i do hate firdaus, farhan, zl, tt idiot hu stole my hp, naz, senen, syafiq's screamings, ananda, almost everyone, esp the boys.


jes!!! you shuld nt hav told me.. mood's going down.. srry..


really cant stand 2/7 anymore. tt fucking noise. oh god. pls..


drawn this during my free time. (:



LYDIA LOVES JOYCEY!!! its true k?? =D


after sch went outside to eat wif olivia.. shocked tt soo mani sec 2s actually smoke.. goodness. i'm not gonna pinpoint ppl (:


went to do hm econs project, which was due tmr. our ish name was "pan-fried fish with mango salad" yeah.. =)))


i'm choco-cravin! ^^


i'm not missing him anymore. i'm free of love. (:


adios!


good day..

9 more days to EOYE.
looks like i'm doing a countdown here.. T.T
freaked out.


i cant seem to get my addiction on maple off. shit. help me someone!!! i've got to stop mapling awhile.. temporary. shucks..


i seem to have loads of emotions today.. mixed. moodswing. whatever.. and during recess.. found a stupid hair in my noodles.. fuck.. nv gonna buy frm tt stall again. EVER AGAIN.


hm econs project is due soon. on thurs. oli and me gonna do it tmr. our food's name is, " pan-fried fish with mango salad (thai)" hahahas.. her mum gave e recipe. LOL. (:


my feeling for him seems to fade away.. day by day..


adios!


good day..


watching it all fade away..
adapted from, "Everything burns"

focus
study
tts all i have to do.
shucks.
i've really got to stop mapling.
seriously..

10 more days to the first paper.


mr lim is funny. makes me laugh all the time. (:

heart shape. (:
my name!!! w/o the C & the E =P
and i din forget huiyi! work hard!!! xD

bye peeps!


good day..


imc. (((:

12 more days to the first paper; english.
i'm freaked out.
esp the express maths paper.
work hard 2/7!!! =D


imc. (((:

i love metal slug!
i love mapling!
i love everything!


bye. =)


imc. (((:

its 0016!!! xD


came to post the time. =P


imc. (((:

i'm glued to maple!
yes i certainly am. xD


imc. (((:

first, i wanna thnk my sister, she was e one hu guessed the pw for me, i was gonna blow up soon. thnk sis! first time in a row you guessed the pw correct! (:


and thnks RUTHRA & PUVANES!!! lolx. ytd, i told ruthra to help me ask *ahem* abt hw his class know i like him. i was joking wif her, i din really expect she really go and ask his fren. omg. scared me. ruthra told me was tt indian guy say, i think i dont catch any ball, maybe, i understand a litte, abt e Mac incident. yeah.. =P


mr choo is kinda weird to me i guess.. T.T.. beats me, i dont know the reason.


got back eng c.t paper. i've scored 18/30. sooo many ppl failed. i must be honoured. =D jie dun wanna tell her how much she scored. she failed i guess. =)


maths maths maths.. does mr yip have to shout sooo loud until the whole commonwealth culd hear him?! i onli let him check nia.. 1 or 2 mistakes, shout here shout there, wanna explain to him i'm right, dun even wanna give me tt chance to talk. OMG. he's a nice guy, seriously, i'm gonna scored A1 or A2 for maths!!! i've got to try. (:


mr peter lim makes me luff all the time. esp durin nyaa and cme lessons, nyaa dun hav le, no more chance to see him le. when he said the wrd, "potato", me and pf kept luffing. goodness.


btw, i saw him durin my recess time. he was wearing a jacket i guess.. yeah. shhhh.. the moment i saw him, i felt sooo.. undescribable. =X


i miss him so much. i do. seriously. i dont even know if his class did come here anot..


stinking AC. idiot, make me click and stand at kerning city for more den an hr. i'm talking abt maple. recently jus lvl up. yays!


good day..

your name apears on every page of my diary..

imc. (((:

i miss you so much. =)


imc. (((:

sickening. i do hate history. oh my god. i dont think i've ever passed hist.


din know that jez do rite poems too!! yays! HIGH 5!!! i love writing poems. my notebk is crawling wif dem.


durin eng & hist class, feeling soo bored.. decided to draw and rite sth.. here are some pics of it!!! xD


full view of it!!!
wooo!!! sadako!!! no lah.. LOL (:

i wanna hang myself.. do you?
wahh.. the knife hav blood leh.. LOL.

I LOVE WRITING POEMS! din know y.. T.T

saw him. yeah.. miss him soo much.. =)

you think tt you r a maths genius?! so wad if i done a qus wrong.. cant you ask others?! pls stop putting the blame on me.. shucks. stop putting a act infront of teachers. it sucks.

bye. ^^

good day..

imc. (((:

omg. my mood totally changed from ytd.


feeling sooo hyper. feeling sooo happy ever since i saw him. words cant describe how happy when i saw him coming into the school. seriously i am..


cant believe ms lim can mixed up me and my sis.. goodness. went out to school after school.. LOL xD


omg. the moment i reach near the bball court there.. i saw him!!! goodness. became more happier than ever.. (((:


no guides today.. went to a C.C.. hahahas.. quite interesting i guess..


i miss him sooo much.. i wanna talk to him.. i miss you..


good day..


imc. (((:

i'm suffering from severe depression.

good day..

imc. (((:

chi period was dreadful. noises was flying everywhere.. poor shishu and huihui.. noisy class.. *rolls eyes*


feeling the monday blues again.. i'm feeling down, i'm feeling miserable, i'm feeling depressed..


having a terrible headache when doin maths today.. shit. hurts alot.


din wanna go for express maths. felt too down.. stupid sickening headache.. fuck.


i dun wanna live my life anymore! i wanna end it.. sooner or later..


good day ppl..


imc. (((:

omg. i'm soo damn happie!! xD


he chat wif him!!! omg. tt means he's nt angry wif me , and another thing, he nv del me in msn!!! =D


i can smile forever. (:


imc. (((:

early morning went back to sch for guides. *yawning* i'm soo tired!!! omg.


march march march. ade and grace kept makin fun of him.. hmpf!!!


after tt went for gadget making or tie some stupid knots. =X.. shping and anyu go and tie my fringe. HAHAHAHAHAHAS!!! omg. made me luff e whole time. goodness.. den ltr go sing some songs.. T.T


jus nw went to my grandma's. went to see my uncle's 7 mths baby. seriously, her cheeks was jus soooo cute!!! sooo adorable!!! my aunt let me carry, i smiled at her, she luffed back. goodness. SIMPLE JUS PLAIN ADORABLE!!! hahas. btw, her name is zi yuan. cute ain she?? like a bundle of joy from heaven.. LOL!


i've been thinking. thinking, thinking.. how does his class even know i like him?? OMG. LMAO.. i wanna know.. =P


i hate maths. seriously i do. nth you do can change my mind. (:


sugar we're going DOWN.


good day ppl..


imc. (((:

sugar we're going DOWN.

(:


imc. (((:

SICKENING. i really do detest everything or anything that has to do with maths. seriously i do. HATE. shit.. (:


SOME FOTOS OF MY FAVE BAND & SINGER!!! XD


GOOD CHARLOTTE!!! xD MY FAVOURITE ROCK BAND! ROCK ON! =)

MY FAVOURITE SINGER!!! KELLY CLARKSON!!! FIRST AMERCIAN IDOL!!! SOO CHIO RITE?? =D

i have been like doing maths for the past err.. 3 days.. statistics, mensuration, and everyday maths. shucks.. my head is gonna blow up sooner or ltr.. omg. shit..

have a good day ppl..

imc. (((:

OMG. mr peter lim called me!!! omg..
gave me a huge fright!!!
shucks. i tot e nyaa thing mus be at least 6 hrs.
but its 8 hrs.
omg.
if like tt i cant get my award.
):
hahahahahas. ^^

good day ppl..

imc. (((:

seriously.. ytd was damn fun sia.. ok.. ytd had a competiton.. yeah.. guides de. den early morning woke up, when to meet ade & ailing. took e bus to nanyang. met up wif shiping and zubaidah. LOL. den we gt e clementi district. seriously.. their sch rox!!!


first, went to err.. err.. kent ridge. den reached there le, played a game tt mus use chopsticks and pick up marbles in a flour. lolx. having sooo much fun. second, went to err.. haw pa villa.. sth like tt. den we played seray.. duno he to spell lahs. den she like made a kungfu action.. we mus guess it. it frm a movie. den shiping sae.. "MATRIX RELOADED!!!" lolx. third went to a place.. i forgot. den guess e birds name. den last one went to bukit timah hill. tied our hands together.. mus untie it. den ltr went back to nanyang.


den ltr dey annouce e winners le. for e clementi district, we won second place!!! YAYS! lolx. den ltr mrs loh sae she wanna treat us a pizza treat!!! lolx. nice. went back to west mall there. ate and ate wif shiping, ade, ailing and mrs loh. hahas. oh yahs btw..


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BRYAN MY LIL BRO!!! <33you!!!


seriously.. sis, am i great or wad?? i've guess e pw!!!!! omg. yeah. (:


i'm gonna add more ppl to my personal list. =D


shiping; LOL. paiseh.. forgot to add ur name. hehehe.. we talked together secretly, played together. i knew you thru guides. we had those good times together. i enjoyed the fun memorys you gave me. (:

ailing; hahahahahas!!! you loved to luff!

ade; OMG. my mdm!!! MDM! MARIA HERE TO SERVE YOU! =D


imc. (((:

omg!!! its YIP HAN!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! our class mentor!!! xD

omg. me and puifun not lookin at e cam!!! stupid cameraman!!! gong dai. grace, me, pf, sharon, sam (:
hahahahahaha. cut out frm e formal foto. =D my eyes like.. -_-" like a long and straight line like tt. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. see my teeth?!?! *grinz*

i'm gonna do a reflection of the people i know. if the things i've mention, it fits you perfectly, sorry. truely i am. but you you were the one who stole my handfone, i'm nv gonna talk to you even if you were the last man standing on earth.


him`imc; i miss you so much. despite the facts that you were angry wif me b4. i hope ur anger is gone by now. i miss you dearly.. things are so complicated btw me and your class. everything happened so fast, the first thing i like you, the second thing, your whole class started spreading news that i like you. seriously.. i din know how your class knew that i like you. all the best for ur O lvls. may fate led us to seeing each other again.

his class; seriously.. i dun even noe hw come you ppl came to the point that u knew i like him. seriously. tell me.. anyone..

puifun; you have been a great fren to me. we have been best frens for 1 yr, 10 mths, 5 days. we hav nv quarelled b4. yeah.. we walked to sch together every morning. you sit beside me durin chi class. you made me laugh all the time. we shared secrets together. we did not leak out any of dem b4. i love being ur fren!

my closest and my blood twin, grace; yeah.. we fight, we quarrelled. yeah.. but we shared secrets too! i had to wake you up every morning u lazy pig! yeah.. and if you hav any maths qus, dun copy frm me, pls.. ask me.. (: hehehehe. dun owaes fight wif me to use the computer!!!

sharon; sharon sweetie, pls dun overwork urself and giving urself too much pressure and stress yeah?? you sure gonna top the class this end-tr exams de.

sam; yeah.. dun owaes make me luff lah!!! my stomach is gonna burst any moment. =S

yilian; i still rmbred tt time we went to ur hse.. seriously.. took soo mani fotos! hahas. owaes make me luff de.

linda baobei; yeah.. you sat beside me durin xpress maths. yeah.. you taught me lotsa things! thankies!!! i wanna have ur brains! =P

divina; thanks for owaes telling me info abt him.. hahahahas! i'm jealous of you! u are in e same cca as him!!! =X

tt stupid fucking bastard hu stole my fone; ytd, i went to e place which i first bought my birthday present. i went back to class after assembly, i was panicking, as i could nt find my fone. i cried and suddenly, i could nt feel my hands, my fingers, and my legs anymore. i fell down to the ground. i called my sis to call my fone, found out tt tt bastard turned off my fone. cb. i cursed whosoever hu stole it. i miss me fone soo much, i wonder who is the owner now. i'm nv gonna forgive you.. for the depression you hav caused me. fucker, kbkb.

LA; sometimes i wonder wad you told me was true. i wonder.. or issit you wanted my attention??

MA; pls.. i truely do hate you.. it was you that made me hold grudges against you.. you are really getting on my nerves.. i'm nv gonna believe ou nor ever forgive you.. no! nv ever.. after tt sec 1 thing.. and esp. tt mac thinggy.. *rolls eyes* fuck. made me real mad. i'm nv gonna smile at you again. dun owaes flirt wif guys, if you wanna flirt, can! jus stop doin it infront of my fucking face. dun little little things den complain complain.. ppl are trying hard to knock some sense into you. pls stop being so stubborn. dun act chio. bcac. shit. dun despite ppl and hang out wif dem jus bcuz you wanted attention.. you sickening attention graber. fuck.. i noe tt dey and i are those ugly ugly and fat fat type.. pls. dun make use of us. be wif her for all i care.. i dun care. sickening sucker.


if i nv mention ur name, i apologise for my stupidity. LA and MA, it nt their name, i jus nicknamed dem.. tts all. i wun sae out their name. i hate u ppl.. pls.. dun make my life miserable.. i'm already depressed enuff..

i cry everytime i think of you.
things are so complicated btw me and your class.
i just cant say it out
its so complicated.
i dont know why i'll see you everyday,
every hour,
every min,
every second.
i just miss you so..
so..
so..
much.
no words can express how deeply i love you.
after this year,
i'll never see you again.
may fate led me to seeing you again.
i miss you so much..


imc.

look!!

its 12:15am!!!

(:

2/7 PPL!!! IF YOU PPL WAN THE CLASS FOTO, CLICK ON THE FOTO BELOW, FULL VIEW, AND SAVE IT YA?? THNKS! =D

AND THE FORMAL ONE~!!!


hahahas.. thnks me! i took all the trouble to scan it. (:


express maths sux. i din listen in class, i kept singing frm my lyrics bk. seriously.. i realli do pity the sci teacher.. she took all the trouble to help our class, but our class simply cant seem to listen. omg. ke lian ni le.


p.e tt time, asked mr choo wads my name.. guess wads his ans?? "not grace" T.T LAME!!! siao..


maths was terrible.. i had a throbbing headache. mr yip gave us some maths paper to do.. i was doing it. suddenly, tis stupid headache occured. omg. pain sia.. shit.


seriously.. i'm beginning to hate CME lessons.. mr peter lim's lessons. makes me slp all e time. goodness.. gotta stop this nonsense soon..


yip han gave us back our progress report. failed to sub, CHI & HIST.. omg!!! i got to buck up on my chi, i think i lack of practice. MUM!!! GIVE ME CHI TO DO!!! omg. oh yahs!!! fucking thing tt made me almost cry.. my MATHS.

i've scored band 3. fucking. gonna buck up soon. shit.

had nyaa.. it was raining, so did some exercises.. which was pretty stupid. i was e only on luffing out real loud.. omg. hahas. (:

saw him, wif his npcc =X hahas.

stayed back for map lessons, having a competition at nanyang on nxt tues. yeah.. full guides uni somemore. omg. mrs loh gave us each a perfume. hahas. i sprayed it on shiping, she screamed. wahahahas!!!

think i've wrote a real long post todae.. (:

imc. (((:

I DREW THIS! =X hahas.


seriously.. i've gt nth to do today.. T.T the paper looks crumpled.


btw, i dun wanna stay back after nyaa tmr to learn some stupid map!!! i dun wan mrs loh!!! dun choose me!!! =S


imc. (((:

Ben Moody feat Anastacia

"Everything Burns"

She sits in her corner
Singing herself to sleep
Wrapped in all of the promises
That no one seems to keep
She no longer cries to herself
No tears left to wash away
Just diaries of empty pages
Feelings gone astray
But she will sing


Til everything burns while everyone screams
Burning their lifes
Burning my dreams
All of this hate and all of this pain
Burning all down as my anger reigns
Til everything burns


Walking trough life unnoticed
Knowing that no one cares
Too consumed in their mascarade
No one sees her there
And still she sings


Til everything burns while everyone screams
Burning their lifes
Burning my dreams
All of this hate and all of this pain
Burning all down as my anger reigns
Till everything burns


Everything burns (everything burns)
Everything burns
Watching it all fade away
Everything burns
Everyone screams
Everyone screams
Watching it all fade away


Til everything burns while everyone screams
Burning their lifes
Burning my dreams
All of this hate and all of this pain
Burning all down as my anger reigns
Till everything burns


Everything burns
Watching it all fade away
(Everything burns)
Watching it all fade away

yeap~ changed blogskin le. hahas.


seriously.. i lurve my blog song!!! listen listen..

ben moody feat anastacia - everything burns.


nice rite?? mus wait for it to load lahs. hahas.


i mus! i realli mus!! i mus lvl up!!! goodness. i'm still a noob. =X


exams are ard the corner le.. sooo afraid tt i culd nt get into option A. seriously.. haiz.. i'm soo stressed up like sharon. sharon, take it easy ya?? =)


imc. (((:

e dance thinggy sux. yeah.. soo kuku. =X


miss lim told us her childhood. her mum is like exactly like my dad. yeah.. tsk tsk. *shakes head*


i realli do admire those classes tt is soo united. not like 2/7.. hate dem. can see anot?! HATE.. omg. esp e boys. nt at all united.


omg. jie soo wasted!!! she din see cleff.. i mean she gt see. but we shuld hav walked slower. hahas.. *nods head*


outside e sch, saw him. omg.. hahahas. sooo kuku~ hahas. sooo cute.. =X


imc. (((:

omg.


so mani things to sae. no time. nxt time. byebye~


saw him. =D


imc. (((:

hmmm.. mrs png din come todae.. so hav free time lor..


den durin tt time, shakila, ruthra, puvanes, ushaa, pf, sam, clara, grace, divina and me played concentration.. wahahaha.. seriously.. it was damn funny. you shuld hav seen it sia.. lolx.


thx lydiana!!! wwhhee~!!!! thx for helping me pack my express maths file! its a total mess i tell you, cant be bothered.. hahahas.


seriously.. CME lessons.. mr lim's CME lessons, it is damn boring.. omg. *yawns*


went down to e canteen to eat after sch.. yeah. had express maths after tt. had chi remedial after maths class. yeah..


went outside e sch eating my kit-kat! mr ong gave it to me~ lolx. ate it. yummy!!! xD den walked past e bball court there.


omg. you'll nv gonna guess hu i saw!!! yeap! i saw him~ lalalas~ think tt he mus be playin bball. den gt 1 ger stopped us. claims tt she's an ex-commonwealthian. yeah.. toke toke toke. lolx.


imc. (((:

seriously.. i shuld control my emotions well, i cant keep crying and crying non-stop whenever ppl saes any things to stab me. seriously..


went to bishan to e guides HQ there for buy tt stinking belt.. yeah. stupid.. den in e end last min sae at 1:30.. den we already reach there le.. den went to junction 8 wif ade and my sis. yeah.. went to eat at long johns there.. den ltr went back to e bishan mrt station there to wait for wankee dey all lor.. wait wait wait.. finally.. dey came. omg. zubaidah came last =P


omg, i cant take my afternoon nap!!! tt stupid field there, toh guan there, r having some stupid dinner or sth.. shhh!!! omg. quiet lahs!!! si bei cha lahs. still hav national day songs. omg. for goodness sake, national day is long over!!! =X


ytd.. jiawei told me tt, he noes hu i like le!!! omg. shocked dao me. he sae he asked his class de ren. den tts hw he noe. omg. =S


DIRECTLY AND EXACTLY IN 3 MTHS TIME, I'LL BE 14!!!! =D


finding myself frequently in a daze.. staring blanking at something.. later, someone will be calling my name in the background. i'll be woken up from my daze. seriously.. i must be thinking.. thinking.. thinking of someone.. him.. xD


imc. (((:

played caption's ball durin p.e.. hahas.. soo fun!!!! hahahas. den gt one time, pf run wif e ball, made us all luff.. wahahas.


todae took e maths test paper back.. guess hw much i gt?!?! omg. i gt 24/28!!! yays! hahahas. cant stop luffing & smiling. hehehe. =)))


after sch had to stay back for some stupid thing. shucks. den hor.. when i look outta e window, at e lib there.. guess hu i saw?? omg. hahas. i saw him! hahas. lolx.


some judges came.. sae dey wanna see e slogan.. den tt stupid quah, keep saeing.. "nononono!!! tts nt a slogan!!!" stupid sia. =P


had nyaa. sian.. had frisbee. seriously.. had soo fun much when we were playin mini-game wif err.. olivia, sharon, grace, pf, gl and me!!! yays!!! hahas


goin bishan tmr. byebye~ xD

seriously.. hate Double ANE for all you ppl wan.. we dun care. heard tt?! WE DUN CARE!!! yeah.. maybe its jus tt u ppl r jealous of us lor.. and pls stop stealing & tearing us apart. bunch of bitches..


yeah! had hm econs. cooked err.. fishball soup.. seriously.. me and olivia r addicted to tt chicken stock.. lolx. kept smelling it.. T.T .. hahas. =D I LURVE OLIVIA!!! she brightens up my dae everytime. yeah.. xD


i lurve my Double ANE no matter wad.. sharon & samantha, dun care wad ppl sae.. no one's gonna tear us apart ya?? smiles!!! =)))


and lydiana, yeah.. i'll tell ya my prob ya?? hahahas. =D


o ya!!! tt time i was at e canteen rite?? i look at e stairs there.. guess hu i saw?? i saw him!!! omg. omg. omg. hahas. he was like infront of me. hehehehehe. =D


imc. (((:

i'm missing something in my life.

imc (((:

wee~ ytd sooo happie yeah??


after assembly, he was walking right infront of me!!! omg! can u believe it?? yeah..


hmmm.. todae dunno wad happen to me.. whole dae show black face.. sad face.. whatever. seriously. i was thinking of sth mad. yeah..


took back hist class test. stupid. i really do hate hist tt badly.. failed lor.. shucks. i dun give a damn abt it.


had maths retest todae.. cuz too mani ppl failed. yeah. i din.. =P memorise e whole formula.. shucks. headache.. well, checked ans wif lydiana, joelle and ushaa.. yeah.. most ans r e same. i'm gonna pass!!! =D


imc. (((:

yeah.. samantha!!! SMILE LIKE ME!!!
sammi: *smiles*
hahahahas


yeah!! i've passed my maths test!! but e marks like shit lor.. outta 30 gt 19.. at least i'm nt e last of the passers. yeah!!! sooo happie. i mus be happie k?? hahas


durin express maths. i was staring at e whiteboard. den mr kerk was.. "JOYCE!! ANS TIS QUS!" den i shocked dao.. i kept lookin ard for ans.. hahaha. mus listen in class in future.


oh ya!! todae saw e class foto. omg. i cant stop luffing lo.. den i was like soo gong standing at e second row, first frm e left.. yeah.. my eyes was like.. -_- .. tiny like siao lor.. hahahaha.. go see it for urself yeah??

shit.. hate my life. yeah. stupid.


seriously.. i kept thinking abt my missing hp on er.. 21 or 22 of april. i realli hate tt theif saiful, and hw mani times he kept talking to me, i ignored. yeah..


i hate him for 5 reasons..
1. all my msgs
2. tt mac incident *esp*
3. he lied to me
4. all my contacts
5. esp tt MAC incident!!!


omg.. hate maths.


imc. (((:

yays! tmr going to redeem my prize le! yays! i won e competition, tt chips more spot and win thinggy! yays! tmr goin orchard! hahas.


sharon sae she's gonna take me and my sis's foto for a teacher's dae sth.. yeah.. ahahas.



hate ridz.. yeah.. seriously. (((:


lolx. saw him lotsa times!!! wwhhee~!!! xD


imc ((:

yeah.. came back frm jurong's shaw there. i went to watch the maid! yeah..


scary.. seriously.. for the scary part, i giv it.. 7 out of 10 stars!
for the understanding of e story, i giv it 6 out of 10 stars!

yeah.. durin e show, tt stupid alarm keep goin off. 3 times lor.. cant even watch in peace.. yeah.


seriously.. i hate tt damn bitch. fuck her.. idiot. goin to play maple byebye. =D

stupid miss ridz.. seriously. i do damn hate her fucking face. happens after guides.. jus lookin at some fotos. den i heard ridz sae.. "girls, come here." den i tot she was tokin to those 2 gers behind me mah. so i din noe lor.. den she sae for a second time.. i told ade & pf. den dey din listen to me lor.. den those 2 gers told us ridz was callin us.. den we went there slowly.. fuck sia. den she like scolded us, "y didn't u tuck in ur shirt?!" den fuck lor. she din even see.. i bought e wrong size.. my shirt was long mah.. den if i pull out a lil bit, like tuck out like tt.. den e truth is i din tuck out lor.. cb cb cb cb. kns kns kns kns kns. knn knn knn knn knn. fuck.. den she asked me, "hu do u think u r?!" den my mind was like.. "wtf r u toking abt?!" siao.. den ltr sae.. "u 3 get outta of my face!" cb.. hu e fuck wanna see ur bitch face?! even a pig dun wanna look at u lor, u wanna get e top on e discipline com rite?? dun need to do tis shit lahs. cb. hate e fucking hell outta you. nxt time i see u, i'm gonna diao her. cb.


yeah..! i saw him thrice in one dae!!! =D


ltr at abt 1930, gonna watch "The Maid". seriously.. i dun wanna watch anymore.. ppl sae its scary.. yeah.. seriously..

yeah.. clara told me tt eliza sth tt i've met at maple ytd was cy.. yeah.. hahas.. tis means one thing.. clara cant keep a secret!!!! =P hehehe.


hm econs soo fun!!! yeah. soo funny. yeah. seriously.. cooked chicken tt thing. i duno hw to spell lahs. yeah.. den ltr hav a test. den i gt 9/10. den mus do 5 squats.. den oli mus do 20 squats cuz she gt 5. yeahh.. den mdm aishah was like a musician.. do tt waving thing.. made us all luff.. wahahaha.. seriously man. real fun.


i realli do pity him after she told me tt he was taking care of a mp3. den it kena stolen.. nw he was to pay tt person back.. i realli do pity him.. yeah.. btw saw him at morning tt time.. teeheehee. (((:


no time to change blogskin. tmr bah.. byebye! =D

seriously.. todae.. after i've changed place, frm e third row to the first row, near e main door there, i realli can concentrate. yays! =D


currently sittin beside lydiana. seriously, her dad & my dad share e same personality. yeah.. seriously.. sometimes she realli do make me luff at times. yeah.. cool!!!


i hav been having serious headaches nowadays.. shit. hurts damn bad. my studies r gettin bad to worse. omg. help me! haiz.. i realli mus try to cope in class. seriously i dun wanna take A maths. difficult. haiz..


yays!!! tmr hav hm econs!!! sooo fun!!! xD


seriously.. until todae.. i still miss you. seriously i do. dun you noe everytime i look at you, it hurts me tt much??

its been 2 daes since i've blogged. yeah.. seriously..


seriously.. i hate a bitch frm a sec 2 normal acad class.. which is nt my class. so you guys le alredi rite?? yeah.. seriously.. i do wan to pull out her fucking teeth. pull out her fucking hair, smash her fucking face, pull acid over it, kick her fucking stomach. seriously, i can do that. i dun even fucking know e fucking hell outta you lor. fuck off lah.


ny dad is being unreasonable.. i hate you. serious. no offence dad. i mean it. dun despite us cuz we're in normal steam.. wads e matter wif you?!?!


i hav been having serious laughs since mon. yeah.. hav been luffing non-stop. yeah. seriously. todae.. someone had stolen 5 i-pod, creative and i-pod shuffle. goodness. dey sae its some sec 5 class, stole dem and gave dem to e lower sec.. duno.. heard frm faizal. ms lim sae its 5/1.. yeah.. seriously..


seriously.. i cant stop saying SERIOUSLY.. goodness.. =_="

WHY DO I STILL LOVE YOU EVEN THOUGH
YOU TOLD ME NOT TO??
SOMETIMES I HATE MYSELF FOR LOVING YOU..

y do i see you everyday in sch?? i can avoid seeing you.
you are like all ard the corners of css..
but on thrus's eng remdial, i was on the same floor as you,
6th floor.. didn't i??
i saw you, playin soccer outside ur class..
while i was outside e class askin e teacher qus.
i look at you i tot of the time when
i smsed you some kind of feeling overwhelmed me
i was sittin at the back.
you walked past.
i stared into ur eyes.
i'm memerized.
i feel like i've gone to another world.
i still love you seriously i do.
i miss you dearly..

(:

seriously.. y do i keep saying seriously??

WHY DO I STILL LOVE YOU EVEN THOUGH
YOU TOLD ME NOT TO??
SOMETIMES I HATE MYSELF FOR LOVING YOU..

y do i see you everyday in sch?? i can avoid seeing you.
you are like all ard the corners of css..
but on thrus's eng remdial, i was on the same floor as you,
6th floor.. didn't i??
i saw you, playin soccer outside ur class..
while i was outside e class askin e teacher qus.
i look at you i tot of the time when
i smsed you some kind of feeling overwhelmed me
i was sittin at the back.
you walked past.
i stared into ur eyes.
i'm memerized.
i feel like i've gone to another world.
i still love you seriously i do.
i miss you dearly..

(:

seriously.. y do i keep saying seriously??

seriously.. my understanding of express maths is wayyy too bad..
i cant even do a wrd prob nw.. fuck.
damn mad.
y was i born stupid?! y cant i be like linda or yilian.
shit. even my normal maths is like tt.
mr yip's teaching sux. totally sux.
i cant even understand a single wrd he sae cuz tt stupid boys keep makin sooo much noise LAME!
stupidity. looks like i cant take option A le.
besides, i dun even wan to take it in e first place anyways.
freak.
i'm gonna flunk e whole end-yr exams shit.


imc (:

hahas. err.. durin p.e.. ran 3 rounds. yeah.. without stopping somemore lor!!! wheee~!!! yays!


seriously i love going to sch.. you noe y?? cuz i get to see my DOUBLE ANE!! =D hehehe.. better thanks me for saeing tt. XD .. after sch went outside to eat. yeah.. sat wif olivia, geokleng, joelle, yilian, pf and me sis. dey were damn funny sia.. made me luff like a crazy ger. hahas. seriously. =.=" lolx. den keep toking abt oli's grandmother when she cooks. wahahaha.. you shuld hav seen it wif ur own eyes lor. damn funny. lurve being in e same grp wif olivia. hehehe.


i do realli hate smokers. esp the smell of e smoke. yeah.. every morning hav to smell it when i cum to sch.. goodness.. i'm gonna hav lung cancer.. hehehe =P hate it. bleah.. lolx.


wanted to watch the maid.. pf saes it opens nxt thurs. farhan and ragu dey all oso wanna watch. so.. maybe we all watchin together lor. still hating e person hu stole my fone. hmpf!


durin guides.. ms goh told us to search for mrs loh.. telling her to tell her tt e parents were here le.. den ade, jie and me hav to search high and low for her.. omg. cant find her in e end. =S met peter lim on e way.. guess wad i asked him?? "MR LIM! ARE YOU E C.M OF.. */*?? guess wad he sae?? he sae ya.. omg. his class's C.M is PETER LIM!!! xD


had a module test i think. if anyone gt 14 marks over 20, will get to go hm.. looked at e qus.. omg. i din study!!! anyhw anyhw go rite ans there.. guess wad in e end?! I WAS E FIRST 1 TO GET 14 MARKS!!! I WAS E FIRST TO GET TO GO HM!!! but had to wait for pf & jie. goodness. wasted my 50mins to play maple. hmpf hmpf!!!!=S


smsed jiawei. yeah.. guess wad he sae?? he sae.. i noe you last time like darren rite?? i was shocked. yeah.. hw he noe?? omg. besides.. i dun like him anymore le!! LISTEN LE MAH?! i dun like darren anymore le!!! tts soo long ago le.. hehehe. cant believe jiawei noe.. zzzz. i suppose his gang wuld noe too. den he keep askin me hu i like nw lo.. din tell. hehehe =X


seriously.. i do miss you. despite tt time when you scolded me. i dun care. imu.. (((:

yays! i grew 2 lvls in 1 dae!!! yays! 1 dae!!!
nw lvl 15 le!! i can fame ppl le.. omg. lvl 15.. omg.
noob rite?? ppl alreadi lvl 20 sth or 30 sth le lor.. hahas. bye! (((:

hm econs soooo fun!!! ahahas.. wif olivia of cuz. hehehe.. olivia sooo funny!!!


hahas. todae cooked pancakes.. weee!!! hahas. den hav to cook soo long.. den at last gt at least 2 on e plate.. den oli sooo funny!!! she go imitate her uncle. she go flip e plate & the frying pan to make e pancake flip.. i was luffing like siao. hahas.. esp when she told me abt her grandmother, cook like a pro like tt. wahahaha.. luff until my stomach wanna burst like tt.. wahahaa. den ltr go present.. den mdm aishah sae our grp 2's pancake like macdonald's de.. whhee!!! =)))


after hm econs.. matin told us to go downstairs.. den tt stupid mr seah go tell us to take a class card each. i wanted to take 2/7.. but lydiana go snatch it away frm me.. zzzz.. den took 2/6 de lor. hmmm.. den hav to colour black wif e marker.. lame lor.. sooo stink somemore.. zzzz.. -.-"


den after tt hav eng remedial.. sianz.. den go library.. den ltr change place.. go to 4/5.. at 6th floor there.. hehehehehex. =)) den sat at e back there.. yeah. sat wif clara.. grace & pf infront of me. whhee! den saw him & his class de ren. hehehe. den tt time mr lim walked past. den i shout, "HI MR LIM!!!" wahahaha.. sooo loud somemore.. everyone turned back & looked.. paiseh. hahas. den tt time waitin for clara to do finish. i was puttin my head on e table. den saw him walking there. turned my head ard immediately. yeah. knew he was mad at me mah. dun see him lo. whatever lahs. =S hahas.


something.. something at tt time.. mad me mad. real mad. din talk & luff as usual. *ahem ahem ahem* thing happen. haiz. seriously.. i din talk at all. y?! haiz.. srry clara.. nth to do wif you.. it isnt ur fault.. well. i dare to rite it in my blog.


i dun care. cheng yuan like clara! hahas. seriously clara. even i could hav guessed.. even anyone could hav guessed it. DUH?! srry if any of his classmates is readin tis lor. i realli dun care. he's rude. yeah.. RUDE!!! haiz.. i dun wanna noe anything le. and tt 5/1 person. pls tell me hu you r k?? =D

had lotsa bad-luck todae.. omg. stupid bus number 400. stupid marina south.. i hate everything!!!!!


mad.. yeah.. mad.. =S


one thing in my tagboard caught my attention..


5/1.. hmmm.. 5/1?? err..??


hahas.. surely is siewying's de classmate de.. hahahas. =)))

his class.. mei you yi ke hao tong xi..

omg. tsk tsk tsk. =X no offence if anyone of his classmates is readin this. =)

Puddle Of Mud - Blurry

Everything's so blurry

And everyone's so fake And everybody's empty and Everything is so messed up Pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone You could be my scene You know that I'll protect you From all of the obscene I wonder what you're doin' Imagine where you are There's oceans in between us But that's not very far (Chorus) Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When you shoved it in my face This pain you gave to me Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When you shoved it in my face Everyone is changing There's no one left that's real So make up your own ending And let me know just how you feel 'Cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl And you could be my someone You could be my scene You know that I will save you from all of the unclean I wonder what you're doin' I wonder where you are There's oceans in between us but that's not very far (Chorus) Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When you shoved it in my face This pain you gave to me Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When you shoved it in my face This pain you gave to me Oh, nobody told me what you thought Nobody told me what to say Everyone showed you where to turn Told you where to run away Nobody told you where to hide Nobody told you what to say Everyone showed you where to turn Showed you where to run away (Chorus) Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When you shoved it in my face This pain you gave to me Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When you shoved it in my face This pain you gave to me NOOOOOOOO! This pain you gave to me Take it all away Take it all away Pain ya gave to me Take it all away This pain you gave to me Take it all away This pain you gave to me

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! (((:


hahas.. i wanna slp. zzzz.. freak. (((:


ijustwantyoutoknoe, thatti'vebeenlearningtoletgo

yeah.. sooo mani things to toke abt.. hahas.. let me start off wif morin first..


woke up 5 sth.. gt rdy for guides.. woke up late lor. den met ade.. went to mrt station. hmmm.. den go to e hall there. lala.. gt rdy and everything.. den ltr everybody came in lor.. saw him =X


den there came e inspection.. omg. i told my sis nt to luff as i'l be lookin at her.. in e end. ms tay go toke to shiping, den she luff. i luff, guanying luff, everybody ard me luff.. =X omg. den lala~ den tt time when we all go back to our seats.. walked and walked.. dey was sittin behind me frm where i was sittin!!! =S den after tt we each gt a medal and a cert.. for e silver award for guides.. decided to go catch a movie..


den went to watch charlie and the chocolate factory.. wif ade and my sis. hahahaha.. tt show is sooooo nice!!!!!! yeahh. go catch it. =D very nice. hehehe.


its been 4 mths since i started liking you. 4 mths.. can you believe it?? i've decided, since you r so angry wif me, i'll listen to you, i'll stop liking you. i hope tt makes you happie.. am i rite?? yes.. but pls.. dun make you beling my fren a threat for me. it breaks my heart.. i seriously wan to get to noe you better.. but i guess my hopes and dreams are fading away.. i realli want to talk to you.. seriously i do. pls.. dun be mad wif CY, he doesn't play a part in it. it was all my fault k?? forgive me. pls dun be mad anymore.. i'm sorry..

yeahh.. smsed him..


no big.. yeah.. he seems mad.. he kept scolding. but i kept my cool. kept tellin him to cool down.. yeahh.. hahas. were e things you smsed me a threat??


maybe.. i wuld love to be ur friend. but pls.. dun make this a threat. pls.. it gt nth to do wif tt cheng yuan guy.. yeahh.. (((: ilu. i realli do.. hmmm. ytd took a pic wif my sis at e mrt when we r goin hm.. yeah..



"Best Of You"
I've got another confession to make I'm your fool Everyone's got their chains to break Holdin' you Were you born to resist or be abused? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Are you gone and onto someone new? I needed somewhere to hang my head Without your noose You gave me something that I didn't have But had no use I was too weak to give in Too strong to lose My heart is under arrest again But I break loose My head is giving me life or death But I can't choose I swear I'll never give in I refuse Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Has someone taken your faith? Its real, the pain you feel You trust, you must Confess Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Oh... Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh... Has someone taken your faith? Its real, the pain you feel The life, the love You die to heal The hope that starts The broken hearts You trust, you must Confess Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? I've got another confession my friend I'm no fool I'm getting tired of starting again Somewhere new Were you born to resist or be abused? I swear I'll never give in I refuse Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Has someone taken your faith? Its real, the pain you feel You trust, you must Confess Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Oh...

yays! i found out hw he noe i like him le. 2gether wif his other frens.. hehehe. jus found out ytd. yeapp! ard 12 midnight. haha. thankies clara~

=P he seen me b4 le. omg. paiseh paiseh. hahahaha. quite lame actually.. xD

ahhhh!!! ytd e one i was chattin wif i his classmte.. he is cy!!!!!! hahas. still duno hw dey noe my blog.. -_-"

haahaha

hmmm.. todae de lessons soo damn boring lor. haha.. hmmm.. den after sch went to "red table" wif yilian and pf and my sis.. den ate there.. den ltr saw ushaa, siti and clara!!! haha.. den we sat 2gether.. den toke toke toke. soo fun. den ltr decided to go back to sch to study 2gether wif dem! weee~!!!!

reached sch.. den hor wanted to go to e lib.. but sooo mani ppl. den oso tt time saw matin and suhayl.. den matin sae tt suhayl like puifun.. den pf sooo happie.. hahaha.. cuz she owaes sae he sooo cutee! hahaha.. den ltr go to 2/7 lor. den talked to clara.

she told me lotsa things.. den she sae tt "his" class e ppl noe tt i like him and after e chalet, one guy frm his class smsed clara.. den asked her tt issit one of her classmate like him?? *tt means me lor..* den clara was actin blur blur.. den she sae her whole gang noe tt i like him.. but i dun even noe any of dem except leonice & siewying.. den hw dey noe i m in 2/7?? ahhh!!! soo mani qus.. i need an ans!!!

hahahahaha.. den she oso told me lotsa things.. dun we nv study nor do hmwk at all.. wahahaha. den heard tt D last time like her.. i was like soo shattered. bleah. whatever lahs. tmr hav P.E.. my foot hurts.. when i walk, i hav to limp ard.. damn. cant run tmr. bye.

HAPPIE BIRTHDAE PUIFUN!!! MUACKSS!!! lurve ya forever!!! *hugs* =)))